It is a day of reflection and I pick up journal entries that whisper remember when.
"Mystery of being a woman
the balance that is needed
the silent quiet strength that runs in our veins
the ache & longing for healing.. for peace
the sense of mothering & longing despite
the push to play with solitude.
A world of patriarchal domination
seeking males for their balance with
"Many women choose to not give birth
But they still birth
They birth ideas, they birth love & understanding
They birth a bold new world
Mothering is always a part of it
The very act of bleeding reminds our body of who
"The tears we shed,
just as mother earth sheds,
washes the earth clean.
Early on I was told
emotions were to be kept checked,
I matured... wisdom of the sages grew within me
Solitude became a friend
It was ok to be emotional, to cry for the world,
for mother earth, release... cleanse
Healing began."- Annie
"There is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in." - Leonard Cohen
Energy exists in all living matter... how living matter is touched, seen, heard, breathed upon affects it's very molecular existence.
Vibrations run deeply through living matter...
When we form a circle, a circle of intention, with hands of love we encircle this world,
We make a difference by loving through obstacles,
through barriers, through creation
just as a child is formed in the circle of the uterus,
thoughts of love are formed in the circle of the heart.
When we are thrown off kilter,
our hearts are troubled
we gently pick up objects with our hands
we allow ourselves to dream
to create" - Annie
These open doors & windows trickled up into my daughter & my mother... and all feminine spirits who surround me
June 9-11 2006
To: Meinrad Craighead, Lorinda Bartlett, Susan Conners, Salinda Dahl, Mary Alice Hearn, Rita Hildebrandt, Nancy Lemke, Lynette Richards, Glenda Richter & Jennifer Star
To all in my life
A joyous, thoughtful, healing New Year